day1
Fri, an hour, after wave to youngers.
柴，介入的兩難，開山刀使用的交流。
便當，不自在感籠罩，對現狀沒有控能力的不安，
覺得自己沒有任何得到資源/支援的理由，好像失去了視力。
夜探吊橋，孤身挑戰黑暗與未知恐懼，脫離眾人體溫後再歸隊。
友昇/紫廷(翠娥)抵達，說不上為之興奮快樂，但有種暗暗鼓舞與踏實。
上香，閒聊。
看晚會演練。
跟友昇的黑夜漫步，本期少數對社團經驗有獨到見解的人。
會報之…學長姐講話? 講啥?
有趣的鼾聲中入睡。
day2
Sat, 眾人中第一個坐起身子，早早醒轉。
飯團
耳提面命的小憶
柴
友昇借機車/西瓜載/打開人際關係的練習?
Just for fun, no royalty, not worthy for thank, admire, approve...
people come, Glad to see some people, but without talking...
courses begin, 柴。
boring, Walk in the water along the river.
run, be seen, walk back in water hurrily...for anyone's admire? respect? ...
Proved to my own challenge, return with honor of my own.
熊彼得定理之冒險版。
noon, nothing seems eatable.
try to Get 柴 back some.
try to find 下拓路線
define the spirit of camp: water /mountain instead dance around the fire.
a rain, everyone comes out to process the branches for burning at night.
What was your task? how come everyone's here?
There was nothing? or suspended?
Get down for purchasing pork.
Gather lots of people based on a proposal, cool.
Stopped at the meat store...just do it.
See her in the 7-11, how did I look like?
surprised? shocked? realized something? "uh?" "oh!"
like muted video clip in my mind.
Same order of meal as her, by accident.
Xinjiang's ignorance, made me a little upset.
I always admire those people who shows themselves naturally.
To me, That must be with great encourage, but maybe not to other people.
anyway, her sharpness and directly speaking does make me shocked often.
She is someone I would like to be,
Some one that I am afraid to face her demanding questions.
Back, with beer.drop people behind.
campfire construction almost set. but somewhere weird I cant tell.
Who is the one responsible the situation?
How much support is a "support" but not an "instead"?
Fire burning, fail. what is the altitude? rely on?
how is the 談心?…duplicate? with music/without music...
Route of Night-Education activity...
lack of history intro?
in the Night-Education, 4 people sit together, I heard her talking about her jaw.
meant something to me..Did she try to send some message?
i think I think too much again.
while the 談心，there is a table of turists playing cards, with lots of voice.學妹 tend to neogociate them that be quiet. and voice down.but I did not support that, I think we are the ones should move.what am I thinking?eventually, they get quieter, our taget achieved, why that I would feel I am the one should to say sorry all the time?
西瓜 looks kind of upset, we decide to buy some alchohol.
get down in fog, return with 2 kirin beer, within 30 min. I got 1 L of beer.
after meeting, play fire, bake 蕃薯, drink alcohol.
looking in the fire, think, talk.
alive fire, dead fire(candle)
She is at another circle, with dead fire.
how many times i galnced(掃視) her?
alcohol decrease my controling schema, I begin to talk a lot.
dizzy, dizzy, the sense partially working more sharp, partially disability.
I am drunk, the alcohol means something.
The fire was still jumping, What was working in my mind?
She left, and returned.
I dont have the certain time.
What a mother-like care?
I refused to get in the building, hold the chance to lie on the ground.
even thought there is not stars in the air.
Let my brain working seriously for nothing, for empty, for a mess.
Talk nonsense with Penchu and P ....
go to bed at 4:30,
cathy found a place for me among aslept people, so kind of her.
without sleeping bag covered... cold, but I can take it...XD
Sammilhd get me covered by a sleeping bag, what a kind girl.
Just as the ones would speak to me:
"What are you doing?" "what are you looking for?" "You look ...."
kind people.
day3
Vertical-Falling(垂降)，Long session operation. could it be faster?
Overwhelming explainations, hints, tips ......could it be simpler?
different speaking among different people,
weird postion, pose.
are you serious? rediculous.
pressure fulled tone, make me unpleasant.
I cant here kind, friendly, care in that cold sharp voice.
I hate that, voice without emotion.
Things are not brought away after this activitity is done.
Hurry for ending, photo....
What was your plan? you meant to left your equipment outside?
taking photo for 1 hr, what are you doing?
How come you spend your time like this?
It drives me crazy.
eventually, playing, cooking, BBQ,....
end with rain.
Fri, an hour, after wave to youngers.
柴，介入的兩難，開山刀使用的交流。
便當，不自在感籠罩，對現狀沒有控能力的不安，
覺得自己沒有任何得到資源/支援的理由，好像失去了視力。
夜探吊橋，孤身挑戰黑暗與未知恐懼，脫離眾人體溫後再歸隊。
友昇/紫廷(翠娥)抵達，說不上為之興奮快樂，但有種暗暗鼓舞與踏實。
上香，閒聊。
看晚會演練。
跟友昇的黑夜漫步，本期少數對社團經驗有獨到見解的人。
會報之…學長姐講話? 講啥?
有趣的鼾聲中入睡。
day2
Sat, 眾人中第一個坐起身子，早早醒轉。
飯團
耳提面命的小憶
柴
友昇借機車/西瓜載/打開人際關係的練習?
Just for fun, no royalty, not worthy for thank, admire, approve...
people come, Glad to see some people, but without talking...
courses begin, 柴。
boring, Walk in the water along the river.
run, be seen, walk back in water hurrily...for anyone's admire? respect? ...
Proved to my own challenge, return with honor of my own.
熊彼得定理之冒險版。
noon, nothing seems eatable.
try to Get 柴 back some.
try to find 下拓路線
define the spirit of camp: water /mountain instead dance around the fire.
a rain, everyone comes out to process the branches for burning at night.
What was your task? how come everyone's here?
There was nothing? or suspended?
Get down for purchasing pork.
Gather lots of people based on a proposal, cool.
Stopped at the meat store...just do it.
See her in the 7-11, how did I look like?
surprised? shocked? realized something? "uh?" "oh!"
like muted video clip in my mind.
Same order of meal as her, by accident.
Xinjiang's ignorance, made me a little upset.
I always admire those people who shows themselves naturally.
To me, That must be with great encourage, but maybe not to other people.
anyway, her sharpness and directly speaking does make me shocked often.
She is someone I would like to be,
Some one that I am afraid to face her demanding questions.
Back, with beer.drop people behind.
campfire construction almost set. but somewhere weird I cant tell.
Who is the one responsible the situation?
How much support is a "support" but not an "instead"?
Fire burning, fail. what is the altitude? rely on?
how is the 談心?…duplicate? with music/without music...
Route of Night-Education activity...
lack of history intro?
in the Night-Education, 4 people sit together, I heard her talking about her jaw.
meant something to me..Did she try to send some message?
i think I think too much again.
while the 談心，there is a table of turists playing cards, with lots of voice.學妹 tend to neogociate them that be quiet. and voice down.but I did not support that, I think we are the ones should move.what am I thinking?eventually, they get quieter, our taget achieved, why that I would feel I am the one should to say sorry all the time?
西瓜 looks kind of upset, we decide to buy some alchohol.
get down in fog, return with 2 kirin beer, within 30 min. I got 1 L of beer.
after meeting, play fire, bake 蕃薯, drink alcohol.
looking in the fire, think, talk.
alive fire, dead fire(candle)
She is at another circle, with dead fire.
how many times i galnced(掃視) her?
alcohol decrease my controling schema, I begin to talk a lot.
dizzy, dizzy, the sense partially working more sharp, partially disability.
I am drunk, the alcohol means something.
The fire was still jumping, What was working in my mind?
She left, and returned.
I dont have the certain time.
What a mother-like care?
I refused to get in the building, hold the chance to lie on the ground.
even thought there is not stars in the air.
Let my brain working seriously for nothing, for empty, for a mess.
Talk nonsense with Penchu and P ....
go to bed at 4:30,
cathy found a place for me among aslept people, so kind of her.
without sleeping bag covered... cold, but I can take it...XD
Sammilhd get me covered by a sleeping bag, what a kind girl.
Just as the ones would speak to me:
"What are you doing?" "what are you looking for?" "You look ...."
kind people.
day3
Vertical-Falling(垂降)，Long session operation. could it be faster?
Overwhelming explainations, hints, tips ......could it be simpler?
different speaking among different people,
weird postion, pose.
are you serious? rediculous.
pressure fulled tone, make me unpleasant.
I cant here kind, friendly, care in that cold sharp voice.
I hate that, voice without emotion.
Things are not brought away after this activitity is done.
Hurry for ending, photo....
What was your plan? you meant to left your equipment outside?
taking photo for 1 hr, what are you doing?
How come you spend your time like this?
It drives me crazy.
eventually, playing, cooking, BBQ,....
end with rain.
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