狂傲的風…瘋狂之島

囚犯，在自己的心籠裡。

逃出心籠後是誰在追捕? 是自己的靈魂。

我是誰? 我是誰?

在被嗓音迷惑之後，在被吊住胃口之後，
追著胡蘿蔔踉蹌著，期期艾艾跌跌撞撞，
搔破頭皮不得其法，掐心束頸莫名其妙。

妳說甚麼都好，妳說甚麼都對，然後我到哪裡去了?

目標跟路途可能是矛盾的，
不斷朝著目標前進，結果永遠在繞圈圈。
閉上眼精随心而行，也許恰好命中目標。

是不是如風吹草偃，
前一刻妳眼裡有星星，說氣如蘭編織美麗話語。
這一刻妳眼裡有風霜，吐氣生寒凝結熱情滿腔。

前一刻我百般感動卻無動於衷，
這一刻我千般困擾卻無計可施。

妳的名字叫做女人，女人的名字叫弱者，
但這弱者卻蘊含著最強大的韌性與魔法。

我是誰？
妳縈繞在我心也是我的幸福!
我是誰?
妳拉扯著我心也是我的幸運?
我是誰?

當我跟著妳的腳步繞著圈圈，我會失去方向。
當我帶著對妳思念踏出腳步，妳會在我心中。

在乎是很巧妙的東西，存在相對於不存在，
是不是當我不斷的思念妳，所以反而顯得我的存在單薄?

我是我，我在思索，我在學習，我在珍惜緣分。

然而卻發現，不得其法的珍惜，以為是呵護的在意，
卻是一種溫柔的窒息，緩慢的謀殺。
受害者，是這段緣分。

於是，冷淡也一種在乎?!  好像有點領悟。
免於情感過度投入，而期待太多，進而傷害關係?

但情感的投入缺乏，那麼沒有硝煙也沒有溫度，
沒有期待的情感，又算得上甚麼關係?

兩極之間，擺盪。

[VALJEAN]
He thinks that man is me
He knew him at a glance!
That stranger he has found
This man could be my chance!
Why should I save his hide?
Why should I right this wrong
When I have come so far
And struggled for so long?
If I speak, I am condemned.
If I stay silent, I am damned!
I am the master of hundreds of workers.
They all look to me.
How can I abandon them?
How would they live
If I am not free?
If I speak, I am condemned.
If I stay silent, I am damned!
Who am I?
Can I condemn this man to slavery
Pretend I do not feel his agony
This innocent who bears my face
Who goes to judgement in my place
Who am I?
Can I conceal myself for evermore?
Pretend I'm not the man I was before?
And must my name until I die
Be no more than an alibi?
Must I lie?
How can I ever face my fellow men?
How can I ever face myself again?
My soul belongs to God, I know
I made that bargain long ago
He gave me hope when hope was gone
He gave me strength to journey on
[He appears in front of the court]
Who am I? Who am I?
I am Jean Valjean!
[He unbuttons his shirt to reveal the number tattooed to his chest]
And so Javert, you see it's true
That man bears no more guilt than you!
Who am I?
24601!